In his myriad of struggles,
Job asks the same question that St. John of the Cross asked
when John faced ridicule, banishment, and suffering.
Where did you go, God? Are you hidden from me?
It's not an avant garde Christian question to ask in our day.
Your friends will think you lack faith.
Your family will question your stability.
But Job said it too:
What about the day
When the Almighty was yet with me.
And my children were still all around me.
Can we go back to the good days?
I remember saying on the day I learned that I had cancer:
I liked the way my day started but not The End of the day.
So, what's the measurement for us?
Was Job or John or even my statement aware of God working.
But the day of Affliction has seized me.
Job 30:16
And do we pound on God's door with questions?
What do we need?
Where is God?
We must desire what lies beyond our thoughts, our imagination, our good minds.
Desire will get us to God. What prepares our souls better to find God again?
Our desires. We desire too little.
"Growing means expanding our expectations;
or rather, making His Generosity, not our poverty,
the Measure of our Expectations." Iain Mathew The Impact of God.
Job still measured his life by his devastating losses. Do I?
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