The bible calls it "bewitched."
Who bewitched you?
Who called you to live by the standards of this world?
You started following Christ.
Why would you continue by law? Checking off boxes.
"I am astonished that you are so quickly deserting the one who called you to live in the grace of Christ and are turning to a different gospel---which is really no gospel at all. Gal 2:6-7